what have I done?

I just ordered a Trevor James tenor saxophone!

I must be bonkers!

I can't believe it, even if it was on special offer (like, half previous price!)

I'm mad - they're coming to take me away - but I'm really into the sax thing, and I really want to play the sax well.

Maybe it's the wine I took over to Sophie's as payment-in-kind for today's lesson?
but we only had a couple of glasses of it...

Maybe it's the fact that when I rung saxophones.co.uk the guy they put me through to was Jim Cheek - who was an oboe-player in NYOS & Camerata while I was there (moments of reminiscance over the phone going on!)?

Maybe I'm just utterly insane and need someone to bash me over the head with a large lettuce?

who knows... I've got ANOTHER saxophone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how excited am I - all I want to do now is go and play Mr. Socks (my little Yani to you) and get better at playing him so that together we can welcome the new honk-machine into the house on Wednesday by UPS
heee heee heeeeeee!
lucky, bonkers, meeeee!